Si, ahora entiendo porque soy tan retorcida. Nada como tener 16 y escribir como si viviera los peores tormentos de la vida.
Monday, October 10, 2005
This is the truth about me. Maybe after this
some will get why I usually end up doing the stupid things i do. I live in this
world, were I have good times, and bad times. Usually there are good things
that then turn into bad things, and I end up feeling like shit .Well, when this
happens I leave everything to my mind. This is my second world. My own world,
where now things can take a different turn and end up different than what it
does in reality.
The thing is that I don’t get over things easily. That’s right! For me it’s really hard to move on, I get stuck and then leave the rest for my mind. Actually this helps me a lot. Because it makes me think of how could things be if they happened the way I wanted them to end.
In my own world, things are different, which makes me feel a lil better, so I don’t have to look around and see so much sadness, I can always look in my mind, where my world will help me feel better. I’m a lil girl. I might be 16, but my mind is the mind of a lil girl. I deal with things this way, and even tough is weird, it helps me a lot.
The thing is that I don’t get over things easily. That’s right! For me it’s really hard to move on, I get stuck and then leave the rest for my mind. Actually this helps me a lot. Because it makes me think of how could things be if they happened the way I wanted them to end.
In my own world, things are different, which makes me feel a lil better, so I don’t have to look around and see so much sadness, I can always look in my mind, where my world will help me feel better. I’m a lil girl. I might be 16, but my mind is the mind of a lil girl. I deal with things this way, and even tough is weird, it helps me a lot.
